Free Association
(Vol. 4: Expression)
To do and yet not do is quite the predicament to be in; to think and not think is, in a way, a powerful way to move about life. Let the river collect, then clear debris as it is. Move about life, randomly, chaotically, and most of all, honestly.
Listening to understand, Esotus in this era sees what he has been doing, maybe for years. Free Association was once a playground for his internal distress. Yet what he forgot is how much pressure it takes to form a Diamond.
In this pressure, social, mental, and emotional, Esotus molds with fierce precision and melts these unrefined metals into something unknown.
Welcome to Vol. 4!
(SoundCloud)
Listening Made Easy:
(Not all songs may be present on the playlist)
Songs and Their Stories:
1.) Never Giving In
Don’t give up, let go, and free fall. For letting go is unlike loss, and to go without is incomparable to allowing what there is to be.
2.) Pegasus
What is ‘wanted’ and what is received are not the same. As is the case with the desire of being human, the fallacy of ‘wanting’ eventually fades. Only time will tell.
3.) Be the One
The light has always been inside; you are the light. Do not be fooled otherwise.
4.) Before Starting
There are ‘things’ in life that are predestined to succeed. The misconception is that it is ‘instantly’ destined to be. Time, life, has its own agenda.
Whatever faith in the matter, be it a dictionary sort of faith or a religion sort of faith, it is important to know…
“Whatever will be, will be.”
5.) Made of Gold
When giving an apology, it’s not the sugar-coated words of being sorry or apologetic, but a true apology comes from the change of the person apologizing.
6.) Split Mind Frame
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is a different kind of being, in essence. Someone being able to cope with this, or withstand another’s plight, is a diamond amongst rubble.
While there is no “easy” road in life, it is important to understand one another on the basic ‘Human” level of being first.
7.) No Pretending
Inspired by “The Pretender” (Foo Fighters), it can be amazing how pretending can turn into a survival technique. On one hand, the pretending may become real and thus a permanent mode of behavior, while on the other hand, the fading of that behavior may become a beckoning call back to life.
8.) The Problem
When faced with a problem, as Jack Sparrow puts it, “The problem is not the problem, the problem is the attitude of the problem.”
Putting this into perspective, the attitude attributed to a situation can drastically change the way a person sees, feels, and handles a given problem. Sometimes, when people are quick to label a person, place, or thing, that in itself can be the issue.